say when

Just say when
when my forgiveness is enough.
Just say when
when you've stopped trying to be tough.
Just say when
when you're ready to face me, ready to feel it.

I don't know
where your mind's at in this place.
I don't know
how long it's been since I've seen your face.
I don't know
why you abandoned your own goal for me to chase.

I miss
laughing with you and smiling
I miss
calling you when I'm crying
I miss
telling you anything.  I'll tell you everything.

I tried to forget
all the pain you put me through.
I tried to forget
all the hard tears that ensued.
I tried to forget
but you haven't forgotten yet.

I know
you feel bad for causing my sorrow.
I know
all I need's for you to pick up your cell tomorrow.
I know
that some people are busy but please don't try to forget me.

Just say when
when you see that what I crave is a friendship.
just say when
when you see losing this is a hardship.
Just say when
when you want to stop avoiding me,
and start forgiving me
for making you
feel so
guilty.

I'm not really sorry though.